Updated: Jan 31, 2020
But I say to you people who are listening to me, love your enemies. Do good to those who hate you.
I’m struggling today…
Life is hard. In general, life can really just be difficult. With the day-to-day struggles of basic ordinary life, to add in unnecessary gossip and drama, it honestly just makes it that much more worse. And that my friend is what I am going through now. Is unnecessary drama revolving around insecure, stuck in their own head, insecurity.
It just kind of blows my mind the kind of slandering this individual keeps trying to do in my life. When I was truly nothing but kind, caring and loving toward them. I did nothing but try to truly help them and be there for them, and its heartbreaking to have someone treat you so badly for no reason what-so-ever.
I don’t know. I am in a bad head space this evening. I have let the enemy win tonight by gettin in my head. I don’t like the person I am when the devil gets under my skin. So I am going to leave it at that. Primarily because I just don’t feel like typing about this drama anymore, and I am just simply going to pray.
Dear Father, please give me the guidance on how to navigate these difficult situations with difficult and mean people. Please let me see everyone as Your child, and that You love them dearly too. These days are so hard to let go of my anger and I just pray for the patience and guidance to smile and still show all Your children (my brother and my sisters) the same love, compassion, grace, forgiveness and kindness I pray you will always show me. In Jesus’ name, I pray, thank You and love You, amen.